I’m still struggling, but I’m trying to turn a negative into a positive, basically by trying to talk myself out of this hole. I’ve got a couple of shops on zazzle, so I decided to open one focused solely on the 20 foot hole. In trying to think of what I wanted to say on the shirts I’ve created, I found myself serving as my own therapist. So for at least a couple of hours yesterday, I started to feel a little better.
I’m going to try to retain this focus. Either that or it’s lying in bed all day, staring at the wall. Either path is good for me, right?